I am exhausted. Last night as tired as I was I didn't sleep. Surprise, surprise, right? LOL! So I had taken two more ativan. I had a total of three which is one more than I'm supposed to have and then a baclofen. It did end up knocking me out. I managed to get up and get Cassie to school. Actually, she came into the room ready for school before I even woke up. When I dropped her off at school I always tell her I love her and she'll say it to me too. I figured this way if anything happened, the last thing she would have heard me say is that I loved her. Lucky me, nothing has happened.
Anyway, I went home and went back to sleep. My mother woke me up so that I could take her to get her blood tests done and I actually fell back to sleep!!! That's new. Eventually she woke me again and that time I got my ass up and ready. As soon as I was dressed with coffee in hand, I took her to the doctor. While she went to do that I went to Trader Joe's and got her this maple syrup she likes. She uses it for this nasty lemonade she makes. It's supposed to keep her healthy and made it's doing it, but ICK!! That stuff is GROSS! While I was there also got a water and a thing of cookies for Jason and Susan. It's not much, but at least it's something. After that, I went to Walmart to get Chicken thighs. Well, I was supposed to get four and I got three thinking I had gotten four. Then I also picked up more Jones soda. I figured Jordan would actually want them too, so each of us is getting a case of Jones. Yum! I was in the check-out lane when my mom told me she was done. I'll tell you, I came across some REALLY STUPID drivers today. It was driving me NUTS! I was glad to get home. But it was nice too because we got to stop at Denny's and eat. My mom let me get a slam that had all the holiday specials! The bread pudding french toast, the brown sugar ham and the pumpkin pie pancakes. They were delicious!!
Then I took a little nap and went to get Cassie. From there we picked up Jordan. Cassie wanted Takis so I let her go into Albertson's and get them and some chips for Jordan. Then we got sodas at McDonald's and THEN we went to the pharmacy to pick my my mom's other medication, my medication and one for Cassie. When we got home Cassie and I just talked and played online. Eventually Susan picked her up with my food card so they could go shopping and Jason stayed with me. We really just talked. He was going to help me with my room, but that didn't happen. LOL! Ah well. Then we went to go watch the lights at Crazy Uncle Steve's, but that didn't work out either. We went to McDonald's got a drink to share and some fries, but there was no place to stay and watch the lights. Turns out that with trash coming tomorrow there were no real spots to park anyway. Then it looked like the show was stuck anyway. We'll try again tomorrow or something. Then Susan came back and picked up Jason, giving me back my card. Cassie came and gave me a hug. I love her so much! Not that I don't love my Jordan too!
Anyway, Karissa started acting funny and meowing like crazy. Turned out she didn't have food, so I had Jordan get her some. Her water was fine. My mom fixed dinner and it was good - sort of like quesadillas with beans inside with the cheese. Then I had to go to my room. Clothes needed folding. I did that. I had to have my trash taken out. Jordan did that too, though he was so tired. He also grabbed his pants and put a couple of things in the hamper for me. I do still have the sheet and pillow cases to put away, but that can wait.
I kind of want to stay awake to watch "Burn Notice" but I'm also tired and it would be a good idea for me to skip it and just try to sleep early. I might try. I want to feel relatively good when I go to my appointments tomorrow. I am so glad Jason and Susan are taking me. I was really nervous maybe even scared about going by myself. So I am thankful they're taking me. Of course, one of the appointment times had to be changed. The Pdoc appointment was scheduled for 10:30am and now it was moved to noon. It sucks, but what can you do, right?
Well, I think I'm going to take my meds, put on "Rizzoli and Isles" and see about sleeping. Tomorrow I'll start thinking about the newsletter.
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