I Can't Breathe Worth Crap, But Not a Bad Day!

I can't breathe worth crap. But today was a little better and more active than yesterday. I did sleep late - but I had to take a lot of meds to get me to sleep.Oh and "Inception" was FANTASTIC!! I loved it. I guess Jordan couldn't keep up with the different levels of the dreams. Guess my crazy mind has no trouble with concepts like that. LOL! Go figure. 

Anyway, I woke up to another great breakfast sandwich. Diana has been really nice to me so far so that's a good thing. If things keep going smoothly, I might clean up my room when they're gone. Or as clean as it can get. I need to turn the mattress around. 

After I ate I took my mom and Diana to Macy's. While they were there I went to the McDonald's in Walmart, got myself a soda and ice cream cone. Then I sat down and pulled out "State of Fear" and started reading. I had a good hour of reading which was great because I got through this really action packed, adrenaline pumping section. I know there's more to come, but WOW! Michael Crichton is AWESOME!

After that, I picked them up and went home. After that, I stuck around home for a bit. Played on Cafemom. I got a new member!! And that member posted too! I am so happy! That really makes me feel good, though I don't have anyone in "The Poetry Garden" yet. I put out an add for both groups and am hoping that I get more members. We'll see. I may have to bump it a couple of times. Then I added a few things to "I'm not Fat! I'm Fluffy" and headed out to Jason and Susan's for dinner. It was so good to hold Cass in my arms for a little bit. I got a bunch of hugs. She had her friend Laikara sleeping over and she wasn't afraid to hug her mom. I think that's special. I got several hugs through out the night. And dinner was fantastic - what I could taste of it. Damn nose. Ugh . . . Jason makes the best BBQ chicken and I couldn't enjoy it to the fullest. I did want dessert though, so on the way home I stopped and McDonald's for a regular Dr. Pepper, an ice cream cone AND an apple and a cherry pie. Pie ala mode.Yummy!

Now it's time for me to relax. I already watched "Finding Bigfoot," which was good. They were in Washington state and they did some calls and got some calls back. It's cool! Then I am watching "THe Glades." This was pretty intresting too. Callie's husband gets beat up by a couple of guys - it was a set up. Think he's trying to talk Callie into going into Witsec. Then the murder takes the case into the Nascar circuit with a dash of bank robbery. After this I'm watching the series finale of "Law and Order: Criminal Intent" and I'm going to try to stay up for "In Plain Sight."

Guess that's it.

A Little Excitement

Okay we're doing this a little early today. I don't see anything happening tonight that would change this. In fact, maybe I'll finally put on "Inception" finally. I wanted the kids to watch it with me, but Jordan didn't like it when he watched it with a friend and Cassie had no interest. Ah well . . . Tonight will be good because it's Saturday and Saturday night is a desert.

Whatelse can I say about today? I woke up after noon and I still wanted to sleep. Diana made me another breakfast sandwich, it was against awesome and I made sure I thanked her for it. But I really have just stayed in my room and on my computer today. Oh, I am excited though. I sent out invites to my groups to some women on Cafemom and I got a new member in "I'm not fat! I'm Fluffy!" That got me so excited - especially because she introduced herself!! So I was happy about that. I also came to the conclusion that my members are coming and visiting the site - reading what I post. But they just aren't participarting. It does mean they are enjoying the site too, so I'm cool with that.

I do have to say that I'm not feeling very well. I have been very rundown today. No energy at all. It was the same as yesterday. I got stuff done, but it was so difficult. And today I just felt so off. Okay and on the depressed side. Then Jason wigged out that Cassie broke her futon claiming she did it on purpose. It pissed me off and we got into it a little. Then I was just going to avoid him for the rest of the night, but he called my mom to have me call him when I didn't answer. I figured it had to be something important. Turns out Greg wants his Guitar back. Supposedly he's going to bring Cassie the guitar he was making for her to begin with that he promised her two years ago. I told Jason not to give it to him unless he brings that other guitar. If he doesn't then don't give it to him. I have to say I'm pretty ticked. He promised her a guitar for two years and now that she has one of his, he wants it back. Not until he produces the one he promised her. That's where I stand on it. He claims he needs it to live. Well, what about his girlfriend who he's going to marry? Where is she? Why isn't she helping him. I mean, if they're getting married she should be helping him. But whatever. So long as he leaves me alone.

Anyway, right now I'm watch "World's Dummest . . ." and tonight is dummest partiers 8. It's pretty funny. I might just watch this until I go to sleep. But I don't know. "Inception" needs to be watched. :-)

Okay, I'm giving it up for the night. I just wish I felt better. I think I need to start going back to classes and working my programs. I was doing so well when I did. I need to pull myself back together again.