I Finished My Fantasy Story!!

It took me almost all day and really, I was distracted on and off. But I set my mind to finish it today and tried to go easy on the sex, which I did. LOL! But it was so much fun to write! I could have kept going with it, but I just wanted it done and posted. Now I'll have to figure out another to  work on maybe. Well, I should do some editing and working on my own stories - I mean books. But it was so much fun to write my "007 - Love Me." Dumb Title but it works. I just loved writing it. And that's what my writing was missing for awhile - FUN! Maybe I can get that back now since I had so much fun with this story.

Anyway, I slept until 3:00pm or so. I slept like crap and I didn't sleep again until 7:00 - 8:00am. Then just bad sleep. My stomach has felt weird. I had that attack of Diahrreah yesterday. But I guess because I slept like crap I have been tired all day. I feel like I could lay down and go to sleep, but who knows if I would sleep. But I'm going to try here shortly. I am taking a muscle relaxer that Jordan picked up for me at the store.

Diana is starting to turn into a bitch again. I can feel it. She finds things. Acts like they were just done OR done just with the purpose of pissing her or my mother off AND she's mad at me because I didn't like her soup. She said I couldn't get enough of it last time. Well. she did something different then because it didn't taste the same. I don't know what to do, but she's upset about that. This is another reason why I sleep all day. I don't want to be around her very much. And it seems like she is just NOT going to leave!! I will kill myself if she's not gone by the time Cassie starts school.

Anyway, Jordan woke up at around 9:30pm. He wasn't going to eat soup so I told him I'd take him to the store though I have to stop doing that. Anyway, I had medication to pick up too - one of which was the muscle relaxer. We then went to Vons and I got him a couple of little sandwiches and I let him get a drink and ice cream. I got Gold Peak green tea and eclaires. I just wasn't in the mood for ice cream.

I have a lot of anxiety tonight too and I think that's directly because of Diana.

I guess the only thing that I did besides writing was watching "Beyond Scared Straight" which is a good show - troubled teens get a look what life is like behind bars. I watched a couple I hadn't seen, but then they started showing ones I had seen so I just went back to writing my story. Which was much better anyway.

I hope Angel my writer friend on FANtastic Writers likes it.

Writing is Fun

Today was another day I didn't do much except write and it was kind of nice to just write for fun. This fantasy story about James Bond and my character is going very well. I haven't had this much fun writing in a long time. And I've written my first sexual scene in even longer! LOL! No, not really, but it's been awhile. And thinking of my blond Bond with the blue eyes and great body . . . I hope I'm capturing his voice and essense. But either way, it does come down to fun.

I didn't wake up until about 3:00pm give or take. I remember my mom saying her and Diana were going somewhere with the neighbor, but I did finally get up. And started writing.

I didn't do much else. Jordan slept all day so I didn't go out and get sandwiches until he woke up. Then I went to Vons, got a sandwich for both of us (because my mom was really tired and didn't feel up for cooking). I also got us soda and because it was only $5 I got a Tiramisu bar cake. I can't bring it in until my mom and Diana go to bed.

Other than that I half watched the end of "Golden Eye" and "Die Another Day" - Yes James Bond movies, but not the right Bond. Though I'm considering putting one of the two movies on after "Haven" is over unless I actually go back to sleep. I'm pretty tired. But since I slept all day, I think I might be up all day. Plus my  nose is giving me trouble at the moment. I don't know if my nose will stay clear enough for me to sleep. That sucks. But I am tired.

I do really want to finish this bond story, but not sure how I'll do it. This story might have another 10-12 pages before it's done. I need to have them go to Dunn's falls at the very least and decide what will be going on at the end. And I have to decide just how much of my life to put into it. Either way Kitty Langford is me. :-) And boy would it be wonderful to have a vacation where I was thin and with blond James Bond!

Okay, guess that's it for now. I know, not very interesting, but it is what it is. Tomorrow will probably be more of the same. :-)

Working On My Fantasties

Pretty good day. Last night I actually got really into writing a FanFiction about the new James Bond. I'm to the sexy part now. I typed the rest up today. Turned out to be 7 pages long so far. Now if only I had a printer!! UGH! But that's really what I've done all day. That and I read Angel's story about her "Dream Guy." Apparently she has much more of it. For me, I want this mostly done before I post it. I'm calling it - with Jordan's help: 007 - Love me. I think after I wrap up this journal entry I'll go back to write and believe it or not, these scenes are tough to write. Making love through writing is beautiful, sexy and hot, but it can also get trashy and I don't do trashy. At least I try not to be trashy! LOL! But they are tough for me to write. I don't know why. I used to have no problem, but then I did and that's what I've been dealing with since.

Anyway I spent the day after waking up typing what I had written up. After that, I was still going at it when my mom called for dinner. Diana had cook trout on the grill in foil packets. I'd never had trout before and it was pretty good. There are too many bones though. Still, I enjoyed two fish. Jordan wouldn't eat it so he just stuck with the potatoes. He didn't even have any of the fried zucchini. I love fried zucchini. Anyway, I ended up going out to the store and getting Jordan a sub sandwich. I got myself a Green Tea and Cherry Cheesecake. It tasted great!

I really haven't watched anything. I was too busy on the phone. I got an email from Rick and he had lost my phone number so I called him and he has my number once again. We talked for awhile. We talked about a lot of things. But he's not a night owl. Where I hit my stride at night, he's a morning person. I suppose we'll figure out that one sooner or later and my little fantasy about having two men at the same time is just a step closer to being real and it's a little scary, but exciting.

Anyway, I may or may not watch "Burn Notice" re-air. I'm kinda watch "Suits" right now, but I think when I close this up I'll be working on a sex scene in my story to beat all others. ;-) Guess we'll see how the story goes!