Monday, June 25, 2012

Most of June . . .

So much has actually be going on lately that I should have been keeping up with this blog a lot more than I have. On the 12th Cassie was promoted to 9th grade. She's now officially a High Schooler! One of the things I splurged on for myself this month was a iPod Nano!! It's so cool because I haven't had anything like it. No MP3 player or any kind of iPod before now! But my moods have been up and down a lot. I have had my fill of Jason's drama again, though the last several days are okay. But his emotional throw-ups are driving me crazy. Then he got mad at Susan and told her that we were sleeping together! UGH! I wanted to kick his ass! Then Cassie is sure Jason and Susan hate her now - though she's spent the last several days over there.  But they took her photos off the fridge. If that's the case they don't need one of the new pix. And I'm depressed. My father's birthday was this month. It makes me depressed this time of year. And my niece Coley's birthday is July 9th. I wish this depression would ease up. I am so tired all the time too AND I've had restless legs almost ever night so my sleep has been all off. I want to sleep now, but I know I couldn't. I'd just lay there tossing and turning and the restless legs are probably going to come back again. This morning I was still awake and had to have Jordan pound on my legs before I got a little sleep FINALLY!

One of the things that scared me the most this month was that Karissa has a furball that wouldn't come out. She stopped eating. She was throwing up all over. She was getting thin and she was so listless. I really thought I was going to lose her. I was afraid to be away from her and I tried everything I could to help her - I couldn't take her to the vet because by the time this happened most of my money was gone. But then she finally started getting better, thank god! I really don't know how I'm going to handle it when she goes. But at least she's okay now. In fact, she's been spending a lot of time outside again. She's even caught a couple of birds so that limp she has isn't slowing her down any! LOL! I'm just so happy she's okay.

Anyway, I guess that's about it for now. I'm going to try to keep up with this a little better. I'm sure more stuff is going to happen. It always does!